26 September 2015
South Beach, Durban, South Africa..
A Triple Burial....and then another...
RIP My Gramps
RIP Mummy Chereldene Hamann
RIP My Eternal 6 Year Old Baby Boy Milano Williams
All in one day at one time... I will never ever forget.... and shortly after...
RIP Rudy Berries... U also went and left me my bru?
My cousin, my brother Rudster, I really convinced myself that we were going to pull this through together? You let go of me.
I MISS YOU GUYS!
Losing a mother is one of the most devastating things in the world. It happens and we somehow find the strength to go on. The days turn into weeks, the weeks turn into months, and before we know it here we are years later, wondering how we have made it this far without them physically in our lives. I’d like to think that when someone we love dies their body goes but their love remains. They live on through us. Through the things they left behind and the memories they have made. You’ll always miss your mom but there are moments in life when you just miss her a little more than usual. You’ll miss her when you’re simply in the store shopping and you see other women shopping with their mothers
You’ll miss her when you need her advice. You’ll miss her when you no longer get to talk to her five times day. You’ll miss her when you hear her favorite song. "The Power Of Your Love" constantly rings in my ears to this day...
You’ll miss her when you can’t remember that recipe she begged you to learn. You’ll miss her when someone else loses their mom. You’ll miss her when something great happens and she is the first person you want to call but you know if you tried, it wouldn’t be her voice on the other end. You’ll miss her on Mother’s Day when everyone else is celebrating their mothers and you feel all alone. You’ll miss her when you’ve had a bad day and you know that her embrace is the only one that can save you.
You’ll miss her when you meet someone who reminds you or her, or has the same laugh as her, or was just as kind as her. You’ll miss her when you’re all alone in bed crying yourself to sleep because the thought of her being gone still comes as a shock to you.
You’ll miss her when you see older women who were lucky enough to live their life that long and you’ll wonder why you mom wasn’t able to. You’ll miss her on the holidays and you’ll miss her on her birthday when you realize that another year has passed. You’ll miss her when you wonder what she would look like years later.
You’ll miss her when you go through a horrible break up and know her words are the only ones that could ever help. You’ll miss her when you’re staring at the beautiful summer sky wondering where she is but when you miss you mom remember....
Remember what and how much she raised and traine into you for when the day arrives... she loved you that much that she silently, yet powerfully prepared you. The strongest of these trainings were her prayers for you...
Mom never wanted to leave you, and there is nothing in this the world that she wouldn’t have done to be able to see you live out your life. When you miss your mom, go that extra step to make her proud, live the life she wanted you to live, be person she wanted you to become... do proceed as she would want you to...
Live...
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I lost my Son...
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